Life of an average joe

These essays cover a tour in Afghanistan for the first seventeen letters home. For an overview of that tour, and thoughts on Iraq, essays #1, #2 and #17 should suffice. Staring with the eighteenth letter, I begin to recount -- hopefully in five hundred words -- some daily aspects of life in Mexico with the Peace Corps.



Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Letter 99: Max, would you believe....

Dear everyone,

Of course, there is nothing significant about my top twenty favorite songs over my life-time. We all have our own tastes and mine tend to feed off the preferences of those close to me in my life. For example, I thought the Dead Heads were cult-like and I said so, mainly out of my not being the center of attention among Dead Heads; yet the gal at the center of that teapot trifle did introduce me to my favorite all-time song.

Another example is the classic blues solo by Miles Davis, introduced to me by a far-more cultivated school-mate when I was in my forties. So there is little of intrinsic value here, with the exception of me seizing the opportunity to show off. But then my father’s sage words of years ago come homes to roost, “Neddy, never try to make an impression because you never know what impression you are making.”

People’s Exhibit-1 of pre-medicated ‘boge’, I offer the evidence that, until my Peace Corps tour, I thought mariachi music was the singing of some big-sky, big-eyed beauty from Italy.  So why, after debunking the content of ‘the f*ck-it list’, do I post these songs? Mainly so I can reach to one location for some of my favorite tunes; kind of like a mini iPod. What made this exercise interesting was the challenge of whittling the list down to just twenty names.

That need to weigh which songs go in and which stay out is admittedly petty. What I found to be interesting was how the criteria for inclusion evolved over the several hours during which I indulged this silliness. Truthfully, I have a new-found sympathy for school admissions committees. There are twenty favorites that I have today – more than twenty – that omit many more from the past which played significant parts when they were preferred.

Twenty songs is not many and so it almost needs to be a collection of ambassadors, representing the various types of music – from top-forty to jazz to classical and even to religious – to reflect the wide diversity of my taste. Underlying that diversity is the wide array of needs. Different musical modes meet different needs, profane and sacred, rooted in the past; spicing the present; and, heralding the future. 

Try this little exercise and you will find it to be interesting. Many questions will cross your mind, including the tension between what appeals to your personality and why versus what you want others to know of you. Since twenty tunes is necessarily the tip of the proverbial iceberg inside your head, what criteria do you apply in letting those select melodies through to the list? That list vaguely outlines of the wider body of music embodied in you.


Please let me know what your all-time faves are; I am still malleable after all these years. And so doth proceed my scruffy-pod.
20. Pennies from Heaven; Jimmy Beaumont & the Skyliners (dunno)
Just a great fifties tune, though this one (I think) originated in the forties; there are so many. Sometimes complacency with a rhythm is just what the shaman of jitterbug ordered. The Beach Boys took this happy-music into the 1960s.

19. You Are Here; John & Yoko
Incredible love song in which absence can make the heart grow longer. For an angry guy, John Lennon really had depth that I see in few speed-ragers...How lucky those who get to be married; their union reconciles the godliness and needfulness of humanity.

18. Day by Day; Godspell
Cannot think a song that better evokes to simple joy of Xians with peace and humility. Privately, I have envied the evangelicals for their simplicity and enduring happiness. Fundamentalists are a different breed altogether, a type of virus everyone can live quite easily without.

17. Semper Fideles; United States Marines Corps (John Philip Sousa)
Puts one in that Kicking-A with the U.S.A. frame of mind, every time. While I sometimes cringe at what my country does, I do love America so. 

16. Guadalajara; ELVIS (¿quién sabe?)
The newest addition to the list, after going to Mexico; this version selected out of deference to Elvis Presley (and, indirectly, Buddy Holly, early American rock icons)

15. Anarchy in the U.K.; Sex Pistols
Best teeth-grinding, flame-spitting rock and roll still out there; Neil Young’s “Hey-hey, My-my” is quite the companion piece…

14. Naima; John Coltrane
A love song that captures the bittersweet utopia of the rapture; where one senses the infinite in a finite, frail being…Like many other white people, when I try to explain 'soul' verbally, the description is truly pathetic.  Nevertheless, a durable definition of soul whispers through it.

13. Leningrad; Dallas Symphony Orchestra (Symphony #7 of Dmitri Shostakovich)
This long symphony sings of resilience, not with words but brassy grit. Comrade Shostakovich apparently composed this work in the basement of the Leningrad Conservatory of Music during the Nazi bombardment of 'Petrograd' in which the living indeed envied the dead; when a communist city came to resemble the island of the gods darkly imagined by Stephen Vincent Benét just a few years before.

12. I’d have You Anytime; George Harrison
Always feel like I am floating in the clouds with this song; great match with “Good Night” by the Beatles from the 'White Album' and also something of the beneficent twin of "I Am the Walrus". Neil Young's "Cinnamon Girl" also fits this music of thoughtful passion.

11. Grazin’ in the Grass; Friends of Distinction (Hugh Masekela)
As the 1960s flic says, “What’s so Bad about Feeling Good?”; this is the tip of the iceberg (sic) of really hot dance songs like “Louie, Louie” or “Aint No Woman Like the One I got”; the original by Hugh Masekela pulls at the heart during ‘Bobby’.

10. Abraham, Martin and John; Dion
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a5hFMy4pTrs
First ‘45’ I ever bought in early 1969; still makes me choke up at the losses of the 1960s. While Watergate certainly helped make much of the 1970s bleak, those years in many ways were the fall-out of possibilities denied ten years earlier (including the murders of Malcolm X, et al.).

9. Clair de Lune; Claude Debussy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CvFH_6DNRCY
Piano études, composed and played rightly, can stir the soul at the darkest hour. Clair de Lune helped me wend my way through some unavoidable challenges. Each has his or her own way through to the other side, much the same but reverential to life itself.

8. Let it Rain; Eric Clapton
Still gets my heart beating hard all these years later; Clapton had soul.  So many other songs by Eric Clapton -- even 'Cocaine' -- draw from something very deep within; something predisposed toward tragedy yet undefiled by adversity.

7. Opus #1; Tommy Dorsey
To me, this song expresses the quiet grandeur of Nick Carraway in the Great Gatsby -- the typical Yank who does not know a whole lot but knows how to be decent; who may not get around as much as he knows his away around.

6. Kashmir; Led Zeppelin
Led Zep had the guitars of their era, often tapping the mysticism of the ages.  Bands like Led Zeppelin, the Police and the Beatles (all British) made the counter-culture more than just a rebellion against empty consumerism, not the good fortune of comfort.

5. American Patrol; Glenn Miller
Love to dance to this song, too; makes patriotism fun instead of ponderous. Ironically, the lindy-hop tends to make me more jingoistic than the kulturkampf of my fellow conservatives trying to 'save' America.  Other Miller greats -- "ln the Mood" or "Perfidia", for example -- cut the rug. 

4. So What; Miles Davis
The King of Cool brings the senses to us; better synesthesia than Baudelaire…like looking inward while lunging on a patio chair on a spring Saturday afternoon, after running a few miles; gratitude in the everyday takes some introspection.

3. Sophisticated Lady; Billie Holiday (Duke Ellington)
Okay, I have always had a crush on Billie Holiday; plan to raise some Hell with her in Heaven. Of the five or ten truly beautiful women I have met over the years, almost every one has some trace of the melancholy inherent in the incomplete. 

2. Begin the Beguine; Artie Shaw (Cole Porter)
Brings a tear to my eye every time; more for mourning what’s lost that cannot be understood but only felt. The tightness of the snapping rhythm is somehow stoic and has been somehow lost. 

1.Eyes of the World; the DEAD
American mysticism; Jerry Garcia and Robert Hunter understood the infinity within by which even recent memories are wind-swept into the inscrutable solitude of a horizon just a few paces behind; sort-of like rendering unto Caesar what is Caesar's and rendering to God what is godly.

Thursday, May 8, 2014

Letter #98: Just what is human dignity anyways?

“To consent to any treatment which is calculated to defeat the end and purpose of [one’s] being is beyond his right; he cannot give up his soul to servitude, for it is not man's own rights which are here in question, but the rights of God, the most sacred and inviolable of rights.” 
- Leo XIII, 1891.
 “….I also addressed an appeal to…all the great world religions, inviting them to offer the unanimous witness of our common convictions regarding the dignity of man, created by God. In fact…the various religions, now and in the future, will have a preeminent role in preserving peace and in building a society worthy of man.” 
-  John Paul II, 1991.

 ‘In building a society worthy of man…. What a remarkable – in a sense, revolutionary – phrase by a pontiff deemed very conservative. This phrase is not an outlier, either. In his encyclical “Centesimus Annus” of 1991, to celebrate the centennial of the issue of Leo XIII’s "Rerum Novarum", John Paul II took pains to explain why Communism had collapsed but also made himself quite clear that consumerism – gratification of the senses being confused with a sense of living fully – or exploitation hiding behind globalism were equally fruitless to an Earth literally gaunt in spirit while often flaunting the material. 

Then Cardinal Ratzinger (eventually, Benedict XVI), the Prefect of the Congregation for the Doctrine of the Faith (erstwhile spearhead of the inquisition), oversaw the compilation of a new "
Catechism of the Catholic Church", published six years after Pope John Paul’s commentary on Pope Leo’s classic encyclical:

The Church’s relationship with the Muslims. ‘The plan of salvation also includes those who acknowledge the Creator, in the first place amongst whom are the Muslims; these profess to hold the faith of Abraham, and together with us they adore the one, merciful God, mankind’s judge on the last day.’” That said, the Catholic Church has amends to make for its silence during the holocaust; its complicity in the scandals mentioned in the comment below; its unwillingness to ordain women; as well as, perhaps, other and more overtly political issues.

Yet, few institutions in modern life have steadfastly stood apart from popular trends and ideologies to stake out an unmistakable stand by unfurling the banner of human dignity; of reminding us that, after all, men and women were and still are created in the image of God. That is to say: while the Church is a human institution fraught with human faults and frailties that ought properly to be addressed with courage and transparency, it still has a lot to tell us – even when such truths are neither convenient nor fashionable.
Human Justice or Human Nature?  As a conservative, I respect the traditionalism of the last two Popes, though I welcome the popular touch brought by the current pontiff; the kulturkampf is getting tiresome.  While I salute the role of the Sacraments in the spiritual lives of over a billion Christians across the world (i.e., as a physical syntax of the metaphysical), for me, these acts are simply symbolic. Yet, Christianity – Orthodox, Catholic and Protestant – remains a vast store-house of wisdom about human nature that has been accumulated by some of the better minds in the West for two millennia.

This is a short essay because its question is not one for me to answer, but one for each of us consider in an era of fear, aggression and vitriol. Just what would a “society worthy of man” look like? Of course, I do not know. But what a refreshing idea! So few are the contemporary signals that man is worthy of anything, let alone deserving of a society, ordained in natural law and tempered by Providence. Only the Roman Church steadfastly envisions a world order founded on the freedom of each individual to grow in truth ‘from image to likeness’ toward the godly (or, for humanists, the ideal) as it exists in each. 

Such a vision is neither silly nor naïve; it requires a summoning up of the courage to defy the petty and to transcend the crowd, whatever that crowd is: sect, party, school, company, class. Just imagine the possibilities of a humanity grounded in the world, reaching for Paradise and growing beyond fear and degradation. My tentative conception of the just society, taken from an earlier letter, remains: “The just society is that which enables the greatest number of people to attain their properly ordained statures in the eyes of God….”

Of course, such a vision statement, is magnificently simple. As always, the devil lurks in the details; but ideas often get choked by the weeds. In my lifetime, there were men and women who stood up for the very best in us; who made resignation look cheap and ideology crass. Some are well known to all of us, of course, but so many more still exist today, living their lives, helping where they can and leading when they must. The piety of today may not wear the garb of, or voice, the holiness for all to perceive.
But it does exist in a thousand little and forgettable deeds that, in their totality, prove man's sentience as distinct from the 'consciousness' of the animal. For this theme of a society worthy of man, what I would propose, inasmuch as people have widely divergent views, is that this vision become a criterion for judgement of leaders while it remains an end of the larger society. What I would propose is that people view each policy, law or regulation and subject it to an acid-test: Does this idea take America closer to being a just society or does it not?